Big Win!

November 29, 2006 - Back to Main Blog

I was talking to my girlfriend Sunny recently and in one of what must have been one of the hardest periods of my life, she said let's figure out this year's big win!
  Big Win!  "Now, you know we're starting early" I said.  "It's not the end of the year yet".  "I know, but right now...we need a big win" in her usual bubbly manner.  And I thought, yeah...BIG WIN!  I know I have at least one.  Let's think.  It didn't take long before we we're both racing to speak at once.  And in words better than my own she had summed it up.  Letting Go Of Control Talisa that's you're BIG WIN!  I agreed.  Feeling beaten to a raw pulp would have been an improvement.  Yet, it took my lowest low before I would Surrender.  Strength and controlled I'm learning are two entirely different things.  Until today, I was very controlled.  Now, after having let go of control, I'm starting to feel the strength that is inherently mine.